Editor’s note: The
writer is a resident of Portsmouth.
After all those rainy days poured
down upon us recently, I found myself idly staring out the window at a
passing patch of sunlight.
It’s not a particularly scenic view of the great outdoors, but
rather a sea of asphalt and parked cars. To my surprise, a coyote
trotted from the street and past my window. This is certainly an odd
occurrence for me, as I feel so disconnected from nature while sitting
at a computer in a brick building surrounded by busy streets in the
heart of this quite developed city.
My naïve musings were quickly broken by two police officers
in cautious pursuit. They followed the coyote around my building and
over the railroad tracks into a small patch of woods, a vacant lot. I
watched as guns were drawn and I suddenly felt sad. I felt sad for this
coyote about to be executed for being a coyote.
eets in the heart of this quite developed city.
I held my breath a few moments while I waited for the shot
that would extinguish this moment of wildlife passing before me. It was
two shots.
I do not know the story of this coyote. What brought him to
the streets of Portsmouth? What were his crimes? Did he have rabies or
threaten a pet or eat someone’s dog food? The officers, without
question, were professional and safe and just doing their duty to
protect us. I imagine they are sad as well. I offer them no criticism.
We live and work on the edges of an ecosystem so much greater
than us. A visitor from the Great Bog is not always welcome here and we
shut out what we don’t want to think about. We continually encroach
into the territory that belongs to the deer and the coyote and the bear
without much consideration. We pave over their beds and kitchens and
then become alarmed when they have nowhere to go but into our
neighborhoods.
We relish the idea that nature exists out there, but don’t
seem to welcome coexistence very well. We are upset if a deer eats our
garden and alarmed when a bear raids the birdseed that we put in our
yards. We hype fears about coyotes where none should really exist.
Without doubt, a non-rabid animal would much prefer finding its own way
back into the woods than be chased by the police.
I have been face-to-face with many coyotes before and,
really, most of our fears are based on false information - fear of the
unknown and the wild.
We live in a culture of fear that causes palpable stress in
our lives. The economy is tanking, the coyote will eat my children, and
the terrorists are out to get us all. It speaks volumes to me when our
response to a 25-pound animal hardly 500 yards from a landscape
entirely his own is to kill it.
I felt sad for us.